my dreams at home are always so much more exciting than at school.
the other night i dreamt i was dancing through underground tunnels of antique shoppes.
and then the car i was in drove itself down the street.
and other various odds and ends of experiences.
i never can put things together when it comes to my dreams.
i once read a book about a girl trying to control her dreams.
its called lucid dreaming, not the book, the control of dreams.
i guess its supposed to be amazing.
i know that it would be terrifying to be let loose and conscious in one of my dream worlds.
everyone so strange and things so different.
but what this girl did in the book was she thought of three things, a key going in a lock, and a sound and something else. i read this book in junior high, i dont remember anymore.
but when she would see those things in a dream, she would check and see if she was dreaming or awake. an easy way to check was to read something, look away, and then read it again. b/c you can never read the same thing twice in a dream.
the dreams that really frustrate me are when everything is blurry. and i put my glasses on, and i still can't make out whats going on, who everyone is.
but other than dreams, home is alright.
better than i expected.
the parents arent driving me insane yet.
my brother's girlfriend hasn't come over since i've been home.
and i made tiramisu yesterday.
im quite proud of myself.
and we might be going to tennessee next week. actually, it isnt a might. its a for sure. and i'm pretty excited. i love tennessee.
happy holidays to all.
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